Cusp

Boy this New England weather is something, eh? One minute the sun is shining brightly and the next it's overcast and grey. Today it's in the 70s and tomorrow it's predicted for rain and 50 degree weather.

The ups and downs with the temperature remind me of how I've been feeling lately. Good and bad. Happy and sad. A mixture of many emotions. Mostly positive ones, ones that will lead me somewhere new. The first step is that I am starting to compare myself less to others and focus more on what I want.

I guess you could say I'm not good with change, but I'm starting to accept that it's a fact of life. Cliche, I know, but true. And even still, I think it's a good thing. If every day was the same, if everyone we met always wore the exact same thing every day, said the same thing everytime we saw them, if the weather never fluctuated, if the world was stagnant, imagine how boring that would be. I mean, really.

So, in and of itself, change can be hard. But truthfully, I'm ready for it. I'm on the cusp of something great...possibly a new opportunity, possibly a new journey, or possibly something more. I feel like I am full of energy and can conquer the world. Something's in the air - I know it. Ever feel that way?