Shout Out

During this past week I've been on an emotional rollercoaster. One minute I'm happy and excited, the next I'm nervous, stressed and feeling like I'm about to have a panic attack. I can't believe tomorrow is already Friday! Each day I wake up and feel like I have to figure everything out in that day!

And while I'm learning that perhaps I need to calm down, breathe and just realize this time now is for me, and I can make it how I want, I still get that twitchy feeling in my stomach and this voice in my head that taunts me saying, "What do you want? How do you see your life?"

As I fight this internal battle, I am starting to learn something, not only about myself, but about my friends. I have the greatest friends a girl could ask for. Whether it's support via the internet, on the phone, or in person, I have a wonderful network of people in my world and I hope you all know who you are. They are all rooting for me, being there for me and I wouldn't be able to get through each and every day without them.

So, for tonight, I want to send a shout out to all my friends and say thank you for being there - for giving me advice, for listening, for helping me to stop for a minute and understand that I need to take this journey one day at a time. I'll get there.